...I have an itinerary now. Here is it

Im traveling to London by train on the night of the 31st where I have to stay at Heathrow airport for about 7 hours cos even if I stayed in London The underground and buses dont open until I about an hour after im due at check in, pretty gay. So unless people wanna come party with me in London until about 4am and I get the night bus to Heathrow then im doomed to nap in a very uncomfy chair for the night :( answers on a postcard kids. then...

... on 1st feb 8:45, I fly out to Mumbai but cos I get in pretty late I gotta sleep in the airport for 6 hours before I get my flight to Goa to see my dad. I stay there until the 23rd.

On the 23rd I fly out from Mumbai to Phnom Penh, Cambodia Via Bangkok and im there until March 4h

4th March I fly out to Ho chi min, Vietnam and im there there until the 12th

12th March I fly from Nam to Beijing and im there for 2 weeks til I fly out on the 26th

26th March I jet off to Seoul, Korea and im there geeking it up on my vengeance trilogy tour until the 9th of April

9th April I fly from Korea to Tokyo, Japan where I will be staying for about 19 days. Cos I am there the longest Im getting a Japan Rail card and visiting Hiroshima, Osaka, Kyoto and a few other places I will decide upon closer to the time. Im also gonna Visit Studio Ghibli and the Nintendo museum.


My excitement out weighs my nerves, at the moment anyway :-)

state of mind: bouncy

Drinking loads of jager and stella and then geting up and watching the Dekalog was not the wisest move. I wanted to watch it but am now really sad that Pavel is gone (watch it and learn). 2 commandments down, 8 to go

state of mind: cold

Single!


Feel like a bit of a fool but fuck it life goes on. On the plus side I do much better work when I have some kind of anger of hate or hurt going on. Everyone knows artists thrive on pain.

Its not even definate that I am single, ive just taken that we have split due to recent events.

I fly to Prague in 5 hours!

Current Location: My lounge
state of mind: excited
tunes: Judge Judy

Hi


Tomorrow I:-
I. Pay the deposit for my new place
II. Join the gym
III. Take pictures that arent dependant on the weather
IV. Spend all morning in bed

I have just discovered the joy that is the green wing. Its so funny it makes me crease. I like creasing. Makes you feel good.

Not that anyone else cares but my beautiful Kodak VC 400 films came today :) It is proof that I am just a massive nerd.


Move house on wednesday then off to see 80's matchbox at Rescue on Sat.

Oh and I bought tickets to Prague for October.





Thats all. Love yous x x x

Current Location: My lounge
state of mind: content
tunes: The Kinks

Mystery black eye!




I honestly dont know

state of mind: confused

Im thinking of getting "I like to feed on broken hearts, there ain't no taste like lovers falling apart" tattooed along my inner leg from bottom to top. It will be nicely scripted and a dark brown almost henna colour. Not a massive groupie of the band, I just think the lyrics are fuckin funny as hell. Im liking it!




Good idea?

Tags: i'll burm them right out your fuckin hea
state of mind: amused

All I have ever wanted to do is take pictures, its been the only constant thing in my life for 12 years.

We had a talk at college from a very good photographet called Antonio Petronzio (check him out, his stuff is poo hot). In his talk he said forget about having a social life for about 4 to 5 years, forget seeing your friends and family regulaly, forget aniversaries and birthdays, forget most of it, and you know what I thought? No problem! I would drop everything and move to the other side of the world to do it (Hopefully it wont come to that). If I do this im just hoping people will understand what why im doing it and wish me all the best and support me, even if I cant be there on birthdays and christmas for them, its really one sided but I would like to think im there for them anyway. I dont know where im going with this but all I know is that this is the first step into actuating my plan to be what ive always wanted to be.

I hope to capture you all with my camera at some point. I love you all x x x

state of mind: calm

Am in Australia!


They have coffee in tubes and Jellyfish.
Its great, now if only it would stop raining

My boobs are getting bigger!

This annoys me greatly as they are so sore and swollen. Can't fit into my bras no more :(


9 days to Clutch mayhem
13 days til Poland
19 days til Australia


All I have done today on my one day off is shrink the photos of Cuntstock (Yes Rob there are ones of you looking like a rock god and many of your bassist looking evil) and listened to Neil Diamond.



Rememeber kids. I want to be on you x x x

state of mind: bouncy

I am a major geek.

I am currently bidding on this beauty

http://img.auctiva.com/imgdata/0/1/6/7/2/1/webimg/39006868_o.jpg

Its a thing of beauty. It dipping into my Australia/Poland fund by £20 but its worth it. Plus I can take it to both places with me :)




How is everyone?

Current Location: My lounge
state of mind: amused
tunes: Majour-Glasjaw

Here it is:-

April 12th-Clutch at Rock City
April 16th to late 19th-Poland
April 20th or 21st to May 4th-Australia
July 4th-Converge at Rock City


I doubt you will see me in between as I will be working my ass off to get spending money for films and stuff, plus money to cover my rent whilst im not working and such.


Maybe I need a sugar daddy!

Current Location: library comp arts 8
state of mind: ecstatic
tunes: Plague-Converge

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In August I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). Last month I pushed xlineofbestfitx in the mud (-17 points). Last Saturday I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). In June I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Last Sunday I bought porn for tonyhippy (10 points). Overall, I've been nice (235 points). For Christmas I deserve a Sony Playstation 3! Sincerely, darkside_star

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Soooo. My dads in hospital, which in itself is fairly shitty but hes in hospital in Goa, which is I dunno, about 4000 miles away. Yesterday I felt like total shit because I had never felt so stupidly helpless, I didnt really tell anyone but the people that cared got the general hint that I was upset. The thing that did cheer me up most was a hug from my little nitbag Lucy who invited me to J7 for the Earache records party and free shot bar (I was dead good and didnt go) but then this morning i woke up and realised, what can I do?


There is nothing I can physically do to change things so I just have to accept them. Whats gonna happen, will happen regardless of my actions. So today im remarkably chilled out and happy, still concerned about my pops but a bit more accpeting of things. He is more then likely going to be fine but its that feeling of not being able to be with your loved ones when you should thats the killer.


I still havent plucked up the curage to ask him out either. One thing at a time hey!

Current Location: libraryryryryryry
state of mind: calm
tunes: No heroes-Converge

If love is a labour i'll slave to the end!


1) What side of the heart do you draw first?
the right

2) Can you dive without plugging your nose?
Yep

3) What color is your razor?
Pink and turquoise

4) What is your blood-type?
Red

5) Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
The singer from Send More Paramedics, just to see what hes like normally

6) What is a rumor someone has spread about you?
That deep down im a nice person

7) How do you feel about carrots?
There allright.

8) How many chairs at the dining room table?
3

9) Which was the best Spice Girl?
None, thay all sucked shit. Its all about the sugarbabes

10) Do you know what time it is?
yes thanks

11) Do you know all the words to the Fresh Prince Theme Song?
yeah. Danced my ass off to it Carlton stylee just last night

12) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
Panic and sweat, then go slightly mental I reckon

13) What's your favorite kind of gum?
The clinic

14) T or F: All's fair in love and war?
Nope. Love is a full on contact sport i reckon

15) Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yes

16) Do you know how to use some words correctly, but not know the meaning?
Very rarely

17) Do you like to sleep?
yes

8) Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings Time?
the ones on the left

19) Do you know the song Total Eclipse of the Heart?
who doesnt

20) Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?
nup. Truimph stag luv

21) What's something you've always wanted?
a monkey

22) Do you have hairy legs?
not at the mo

25) Do you wear a lot of black?
yes

26) Describe your hair.
long and black but getting it cut in about an hour

27) Do you have Entomophobia?
Nope. I like entomops

28) Are you an adult?
rarely

29) Where is/are your best friend(s)?
Ro, Rob, Dingo, Ian, Robyn. There are more

30) Do you have a tan?
surprisingly yes

31) Are you a television addict?
nope, just the heroin for me

32) Do you enjoy spending time with your mother?
now I do

33) Are you a sugar freak?
good god yes

34) Do you like orange juice?
yes i do

35) Where do you wish you were right now?
In bed in my well emo starry jimjams

state of mind: awesome
tunes: swing life away-Rise against